Who would you choose??
Someone who loves you?
Or that someone you love but can never have?
Who cares? It doesn't matter. I decided not to love anyway,
until I find out what's so great about it that people can't live without it.
But if I ever going to love someone.....
It doesn't matter what he looks like, as long as there's some dignity and confidence in the way he handles his expression. And most importantly, he must have a kind and gentle smile. (But I always like a person who wears glasses.)
It also doesn't matter whatever he did before, either it's killing someone, stealing or any other possible bad thing a decent person can do, as long as he's not like that anymore and he had repented all of his sins. (Dark people and villains is always my favorite character in a story.)
It specially doesn't matter if he's not popular or excel in something, as long as he's smart and strong enough to protect me and hold me every time I crumbled, because I get scared and cried easily. (I need someone to protect me because I'm weak.)
I don't care if there's not a single thing we share as interest or if our interest turns out to be the total opposite. (It's not fun when someone has the same kind of thing as yours.)
I want him to have a lot of money because I love foods and books and many other things that need spending and I wan't an old mansion as a house but I don't want to be selfish so it doesn't matter as long as we can survive living. (But I really wanted to travel the world and experience luxury, anyway if I really want that I can do my best and be rich with my own ability.)
That someone is a person I can trust. (Because I've been betrayed so I know how it feels when your loyalty and sincerity were trashed.)
I want us to be comfortable to each other like best friends because love won't bloom between awkwardness. I always like it when someone doesn't ask my permission and just do and say whatever he wants.
It doesn't matter what he does and has a little time for me, because if we really love each other, it's ok to be apart. We knew in our heart that we will always come back to each other.
And lastly, someone who can stick by my side for a long time, if possible as long as I exist. Because I can't take goodbyes and once I'm stuck to you, you can never remove me from your life.
I wanted it to be like this......
And so I won't just be with someone I can't be sure of. Love will always find a way in finding us, so don't rush and take it slow. Who knows? Your epic love story might just be around the corner.
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