How do you know love is over?

One look is all it takes

You'll know when you see his eyes

That smile he only gave you,

You'll never see it shows

People have a way of knowing

What the heart says

And lastly.....

He was your greatest love

And he will be your saddest pain

.....until your heart no longer beats for him.

Qoutes 101 #12

Mom Why do best people die?

"When you're in a garden, which flowers do you pick?"

 "The most beautiful one."

-SNK

Let's all take a silent prayer for all the people who's life was stolen. Those people who died in Fallen 44. Those hostages killed by ISIS. Those people who was killed because of a selfish reason. And let's pray that this damned and corrupted world still has some humanity left on it. Those people might mean nothing to you, but to someone out there they mean so much more. And someday someone dear to you can be stolen too. 

I was tired of crying tonight. Grief is really hard to deal with, but I know hope exist. They are just hidden in the depth of our hearts. 

Tonight let's just take this moment to reconcile with our thoughts, and remember what's life really is and why do we exist.

An A-list: Of a perfect Boyfriend for Booknerds

Since it’s the season of love and I’m currently single, I wanted to make some pointers of what I really want as a perfect boyfriend. 

 (No offense to Neanderthals out there)

Note: The pictures are not mine, we all know that I just randomly found them in the net

 This list is what I approximately want  :3

* British guys, because they're just so...you know..epic....like Freddie (who wants to argue with me?)

* A smile that can light up the world

* Some poet whose words will pierce into your heart

* Someone who really enjoy sweet foods and coffee or just foods to be exact

* That cute guy who works part time job in the book store and he doesn't care about your existence as long as you're to pay for your purchases. 

 * That cool guy who plays in a rock band every Saturday night :''''> but he sings love songs only just for you.

* That smart guy who knows everything about the stars and is a genius when it comes to astrophotography.

* That guy who really knows places and directions and he will take you to some epic road trips and night camps in meteor shower season. (because he likes to wander around)

* And that guy who owned books way more than you. (he must have read some classics like Sherlock Holmes...and Stephen King collections won't be a bad choice either)

* Lastly, that guy with epic CD and book collections and some cool old stuffs.

* AND OF COURSE...let's not forget our beloved....a guy who is Mr. Darcy.... the guy must have some Darcy quality.

Quotes 101 #11

No bitterness even if I'm single in Valentines :)

Who would you choose??

Someone  who loves you?
Or that someone you love but can never have?

Who cares? It doesn't matter. I decided not to love anyway,
until I find out what's so great about it that people can't live without it.

But if I ever going to love someone.....

It doesn't matter what he looks like, as long as there's some dignity and confidence in the way he handles his expression. And most importantly, he must have a kind and gentle smile. (But I always like a person who wears glasses.)

It also doesn't matter whatever he did before, either it's killing someone, stealing or any other possible bad thing a decent person can do, as long as he's not like that anymore and he had repented all of his sins. (Dark people and villains is always my favorite character in a story.)

It specially doesn't matter if he's not popular or excel in something, as long as he's smart and strong enough to protect me and hold me every time I crumbled, because I get scared and cried easily. (I need someone to protect me because I'm weak.)

I don't care if there's not a single thing we share as interest or if our interest turns out to be the total opposite. (It's not fun when someone has the same kind of thing as yours.)

I want him to have a lot of money because I love foods and books and many other things that need spending and I wan't an old mansion as a house but I don't want to be selfish so it doesn't matter as long as we can survive living. (But I really wanted to travel the world and experience luxury, anyway if I really want that I can do my best and be rich with  my own ability.)

That someone is a person I can trust. (Because I've been betrayed so I know how it feels when your loyalty and sincerity were trashed.)

I want us to be comfortable to each other like best friends because love won't bloom between awkwardness. I always like it when someone doesn't ask my permission and just do and say whatever he wants.

It doesn't matter what he does and has a little time for me, because if we really love each other, it's ok to be apart. We knew in our heart that we will always come back to each other.

And lastly, someone who can stick by my side for a long time, if possible as long as I exist. Because I can't take goodbyes and once I'm stuck to you, you can never remove me from your life.

I wanted it  to be like this......

And so I won't just be with someone I can't be sure of. Love will always find a way in finding us, so don't rush and take it slow. Who knows? Your epic love story might just be around the corner.

Quotes 101 #10

Quotes 101 #9

Miracle is another word for hardwork

People are all the same to me.

They're Boring. They are selfish.

They follow each other like threads.

They're so easy to read and manipulate.

They act kind but because they want recognition.

There are always secret motives behind their action.

Some of them said they are different but they are really not.

There's a pattern in everything in this world, even the human brain.

That's why math exist, because things can be solve.

But I believe in the impossible.

Something not boring.

Someone peculiar.

Someplace extraordinary.

I never stop looking even this world is already damned.

The universe is too big and the sky is so vast to be a limit.

Someday out there or maybe someday in the distant future, I'll be able to see what lies ahead the clouds, beyond and above, and the galaxy itself.

I want not a normal life, because in this world, living is not an easy thing. And to me living is not something like doing normal things. 

That thing is the only thing that might save me.

I'll never stop looking for a miracle.

Quotes 101 #8

Quotes 101 #7