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"Hi, I'm the guy who reads your e-mail, and also, I love you..."

-Lincoln O'Neill

I love Rainbow Rowell. I love how easy and funny her story is. And this one is definitely my favorite of hers so far. I just love this book and I want to recommend it to you. I never thought that I would enjoy this one so much, never thought that it would change something inside me.

When I read the synopsis I immediately downloaded it on my eBook. I was only at the first page and I'm already laughing. Beth and Jennifer is really hilarious. I love how these two talk on their email. I wish I have a friend like them. My life is pretty boring unlike how silly they are. I guess the reason I like this book is because they have something I'm lacking.

But the reason why I really love this book to the fullest is because of Lincoln O'Neill. Damn I wish upon the stars a guy like him really exist. He's a computer genius, funny and smart, gorgeous, kind, and a true gentleman who lives with his mother despite being a grownup. Don't you think it's so cute of him? It is! He's a total dream guy.

I'm cheering up on him as I read this book. And it won bonus points to me because the book is on his POV. I like seeing what's inside of his head. And I'm really glad that in the end he and Beth found their happy ending. I ship their chemistry ^^. This book is worth swooning. 

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The real me inside

I know I'm a selfish fake.
Always pulling everyone.
Keeping them all at my own pace.

But deep down what's inside of me?
Even though it's me, I don't know.
Always wandering what it's really like.

I'm running away like a fool.
Honest yet I'm hiding the me.
The real me inside this shit.

Who knows who I might really be.
It may or may never comes out.
But for now let me be what I want.

Bright World

Since when did the world turn bright?

I'm alone yet I don't feel lonely
It's dark yet I'm full of hopes

The sound of thunder is like a beat
The leaves are singing with me
The cold wind gives eternal heat
The lighting extracts energy
The rainfall is blessing me

Everything is moving slowly
Just for tonight....
The world is bright

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My Rating: 90%
(Reason why I didn't give it a 100 is because I want more! I'm satisfied with the ending because it's so cute but really, I want more of Seth and Ellie! It's too good to end. \>.</ )

This is my first time saying out loud what I feel about something and seriously I couldn't careless if people like it or not. I'm not even sure if anybody would be interested to read it. I just wanted to get this feeling out of my system else I won't be able to go on with my life. And this is what I want to tell, I've fallen in love with this book.

I'm a person who collects eBook and only have time to read 10% of them. Before I knew it they reach to hundreds and this one has been stock for years with me. I'm so stupid that I didn't read it before. But I believe everything happens at the right time for a reason.

I read it straight in five hours and I started reading at 1 am in the morning because I can't sleep. I just randomly pick this one thinking that drowsiness will finally have the motivation to visit me after reading the first chapter. But I forgot that things happen unexpectedly. To my delight drowsiness abandon me and before I knew it I'm already on the last page and it's goddamn 6 in the morning. I was so obsess in this book that I didn't even notice the sun crawling into my window. I spend thirty minutes being frustrated because I want more of this book and 374 pages are not enough to supply my ego.

I like Seth and Ellie. They have this weird but amazing chemistry that can be rarely seen in real life. I can also relate myself to Seth, we're so much alike. I have problems with my personality like him. And there's a part of me that can also relate to Ellie. I used too be one of the boys. Instead of having female friends I have dozens of male friend and because I'm boyish like them they never treated me like a girl, until two years ago when I miraculously start to be a girl, I mean my body starts to but not my mind. And now they treated me differently. So reading this book transported me back to that timeline of my life. This is not the only book I've fallen in love with. It's just the first one that made me do something like this.

I guarantee you that you would love this book. It has an amazing and funny plot that will throw you out the grid. Plus it has amazing and cool characters, especially the lead male Seth Bishop. This book is perfect if you're looking for something funny yet intense and with a bit of crime solving in it. It's not your usual crime love story. Just read it and you'll know what I'm felling right now.

Quotes 101 #2

The beauty of poetry is that
    it can mean different things
    to different people
    at different times.

  — Sweet Evil

LIFE (A Cycle of Heartbreaks)

You meet someone.
You two get close.
It's all great for awhile.
Then someone stops trying.
Talks less.
Awkward conversations.
The drifting.
No communication.
Memories starts to fade.
Then the person you know,
Becomes the person you knew.
That's how it usually goes.
Sad, isn't it?

He Was

"He Was"

He was the song inside my head
So I'll sing this one for you.

The first time he sings for me
He had this look that can kill.
It's a sad love song that I almost cried
And I never understand the emotion that time.

I always caught you staring at me
And you would smile like no one can.
I will smiled back 'cause it felt nice.
I just don't understand why you fight with me.

I called you my best friend and you got mad
So you start ignoring me and it hurts.

We drifted apart and I never understand why.
And now I do, trust me, I do.

An alien and an alien

An alien and an alien

You used to sing for me

I used to make you smile

We used to laugh at each other

You loved me even though I'm Bipolar

I loved you even though you have ADHD

But then why are we not together?

It was your broken family

It was my broken mind

It was our broken souls

We're two complicated beings

Who suffered through times

And betrayed by what we love

We're so much alike

Yet so much apart

Quotes 101 #1

I am hopelessly in love 
with a memory, 
An echo from another time,
 another place. 

— Michael Faudet