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Wednesday, April 5, 2017
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Saturday, November 14, 2015
A dream
A
confession
Yeah, I
am cold-hearted.
I am not
the person you thought I am,
The
innocent girl you fell in love with.
Years ago
I've liked someone seven years older than me.
I was
young and a bit of a rebel.
He made
me feel alive, feel secured and loved.
It was a
time of my life where
all I
want is for the world to be destroyed.
Being a
middle child messed me up.
I have
always been abandoned and less loved.
And
people around me either judge
or
compare me with my siblings.
I may
seem fine but I'm breaking inside.
He came
and saved me from disappearing.
I owe him
that, that's why I go along with him.
I was
there when he needed me.
I was the
one who take care of him when he's sick.
I made
him laugh when he cried.
We were
doing fine until he suddenly left.
That's
where everything falls apart.
I admit I
never loved him.
But I
like him enough, even cared enough.
That's
why I’m sorry if you fell in love with me.
I'm sorry
if I break your heart without my notice.
I'm sorry
if you feel like I'm not loyal, or cared enough for you.
I don't
ever want to feel that pain again.
I might
die, seriously, I might killed myself.
That's
why I'm doing my best not to fall in love with you.
I'm doing
all I can to care enough
that
you'll stay cause I wanted you.
I'm just
fucking scared to fall in love.
If you
really want me then just try to understand.
Maybe one
day, no I'm sure of it...
There
will be a day I can bravely tell you I love you.
And that
would be for the person who stays.
Who won't
leave even if I'm like this.
Who will
tolerate my moody thoughts.
Who will
embrace my broken soul.
For that
guy, just wait.
I will
someday win over these demons of mine.
And for
the guy who left me....
I heard you’re
going to marry her soon....
I am
happy that you found your happiness.
Don't let
it end like we did.
Treasure
her more....
and love
her more so she won't slip away.
-SC
Sunday, April 19, 2015
Friday, February 27, 2015
How do you know love is over?
One look is all it takes
You'll know when you see his eyes
That smile he only gave you,
You'll never see it shows
People have a way of knowing
What the heart says
And lastly.....
He was your greatest love
And he will be your saddest pain
.....until your heart no longer beats for him.
Monday, February 16, 2015
Qoutes 101 #12
Mom Why do best people die?
"When you're in a garden, which flowers do you pick?"
"The most beautiful one."
-SNK
Let's all take a silent prayer for all the people who's life was stolen. Those people who died in Fallen 44. Those hostages killed by ISIS. Those people who was killed because of a selfish reason. And let's pray that this damned and corrupted world still has some humanity left on it. Those people might mean nothing to you, but to someone out there they mean so much more. And someday someone dear to you can be stolen too.
I was tired of crying tonight. Grief is really hard to deal with, but I know hope exist. They are just hidden in the depth of our hearts.
Tonight let's just take this moment to reconcile with our thoughts, and remember what's life really is and why do we exist.
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